
Discussions have started in order to organize and plan for my high school class' Silver Jubilee (25th) anniversary reunion in 2013. I have never set foot to return to the campus grounds for twenty years, but somehow, memories and flashes of images follow me, often in my sleeping moments.
I say that because I tend to have unexpected night dreams about them; frozen in time where I, along with familiar faces of schoolmates, would roam and play on the grassy lawn or concrete paths. Some of my dreams would involve walking the corridors, following the bell signals, hoisting the flag, and taking some quiet time in the chapel. What often suprised me would be clear faces of schoolmates whom I haven't quite thought of in a long, long time, dressed in our school uniform or PE (Physical Education) bloomers, white T-shirt, headband, and rubber shoes marked with our names.
The month of March was high school graduation, and next month will be twenty one years later.
With connections and re-acquaintances aided by technology (email, Facebook, Friendster, other online social network), I am amazed to discover about how our paths led us to our current lives and how they are continuing to forge themselves after the shared experiences of being Theresians together (prep, elementary, high school) in our formative years during a very interesting, fascinating, and tumultuous decade. I admire those who have kept tight friendships through the years or discovered new ones that have endured and expanded with spouses, children, professional and other creative ventures. And I am especially amazed by the sense of commitment and ingenuity among those who are creating opportunities, ideas, and inspiration to revisit and rekindle the Theresian spirit as we prepare to leave our collective legacy that makes Batch 1988 uniquely its own.
In expressing my personal sentiments to honor and remember, I wrote the poem below quite some time ago.
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Journeys
Familiar faces and sounds
Of long ago memories
And sheltered innocence
Find their way in sleeping dreams.
I try to remember
I try to recover
Echoes of fading hymns.
Voices that sang and spoke,
Asked, argued, and provoked;
Were the same voices that laughed,
Played, cried, and consoled.
Time does not dim the faces of youth
As I find myself return
To remember laces of truth
Sewn by needles and threads
On fabric of once white and blue.
Years have passed, treading separate ways
Living, loving, giving...healing, surviving;
Innocence unraveled by relentless summoning
Of beating hearts and unique identities.

My bestest friends are from STC --- those who know me inside and out, and who have watched me transform from being a strong-willed, bull-strong kid to an open-minded, sensitive person. Not a lot have this kind of friends who understand the core of your being.
ReplyDeleteI feel helpless because we're so far away --- would have wanted to take a more active role.
I took my husband and 2 kids to STC when we went "home" in 2005. I just had to share with them this wonderful place that helped shape me into the person I am today. I introduced them to Miss Mariano who automatically answered "Miss pa po ako" when my husband mistakenly addressed her as Mrs. I was a bit disappointed to see some girls wearing their PE shirts and gym pants that they to to school in (no more changing in classrooms). So I guess bloomer days are over. Wish I had more time to take them to the chapel though.
ReplyDeleteOh, I remember the changing in the classrooms! And frantically, just so we could get to the PE class on time! Weirdly, I would get night dreams of those times...feeling a state of anxiety, then waking up relieved that it was just a dream, and that those days are over. :)
ReplyDeleteThis is a great post. You are right ...around twenty something years have gone by and that was fast...things happened along the way... Iam inspired by your blog ...the legacy of being a Theresian will live on! Great poem!
ReplyDeleteMerci Beaucoup
Arlene Dear, Riray had emailed me about their planned reunion in the East Coast. In a nutshell, she's adopting me for the weekend if I opt to join that meeting. i guess being in the midwest gives you lots of opportunities to pick - meeting from west coast? east coast? or manila (IV-4).
ReplyDeleteI still haven't decided so I have yet to email her back. Just in case, wanna join me there sometime August?